Hujan.

Strange, how you'll choose carefully words for people who won't even mind to do the same to you.

And strange too, how people would use words to that extend, to do the most damage to other's heart, instead of doing the opposite.

Hujan lebat ni hoi. Hati aku pun hujan jugak ni. Siap banjir kilat lagi! Takpe biar hati je hujan. Mata jangan.

p.s. To understand and to accept are after all not the same.

p.p.s. "When nails grow long, we cut the nails not fingers. Similarity when 

misunderstanding grow up, cut the ego, not your relationship."

K.

Meiji Amino Collagen Premium!

 stirred a spoonful of it in my chocolate milk of supper. yumms~ tasted like when you pour full cream milk into your black coffee je.

no smell of fishiness whatsoever. maybe bcs i consumed the premium version one.

Kato eh produk ni mencepatkan luka kering, kurangkan kodut, dan mempercepatkan penghadaman (kasi copek poie toilet) Ha baguih bona la tuh sey ni payah bona nak dapek poi toilet. 

aku google banyak dah kot semata mata sebab nak beli. mahal jugak kot. rm145. tapi bila mengenangkan kedut yang sudah menjelmakan diri, daku gagahkan jua. Fuh. ni baru early 20s kot. 

So katanya collagen ni setin boleh tahan 28 hari. So kita tunggulah acano keputusan dio karang. Berkesan ke idok? Ha tungguuuuu.

jom lah mandi bunga

ayah just said kakak tak boleh sayang ayah sepenuhnya dah. kakak kena sayang orang lain dah. 

but i bet nobody can love me like my parents does :(

Capati

just now i went for capati. aku dok la tercongok situ senyap senyap. abang tu tak mai mai lagi.

lepastu ada satu mokcik dengan pokcik naik benz cuns datang dan duduk terus order kat abang tu.

aku dalam hati macam. Abang ni tak nampak aku ke? Dah sedih. :(

tiba2 abang tu terus bawak capati letak atas katil aku. aku macam 'eh eh tapi saya belum order mungkin orang lain punya ni' dalam hati

laju betul abang tu. sup sap sup sap dah berapa meja dia letak capati.

lepastu abang tu pusing, senyum kat aku. ha adik mau kuah apa? aku macam awhh abang ni dah biasa dengan aku rupanya hahah

Ok dah hahahahh babai!

"Aku sunyi!!"

"Di dalam keramaian aku masih

merasa sepi...."

Acah!

I just need a puddy cat pwetty badly. 

That's all. 

Alasan.

No, you no longer have excuses since mobile phone was invented.

You may just pick up the phone and dial up the number.

You may just txt them. No credit balance? Fine.

You may just Whatsapp or Wechat or Line or Telegram or whatever medium you shall use.

Just say "Hello, How are you?"

Be it a short call or not, your effort is all that matters in the end.

Or you lost the number? Or even their face from your memory ke? 

Until then, Damn You.

Dear God

Dear God, how do I tell someone that i miss them so much but i couldn't because the person won't even care as our thing was in the past?

Dear God, how do I expel this shoulda-been-past-feelings so very far, far away?

Dear God, how did I let him meant so much to me when i am none, to him?

Dear God, why does it still hurt?

Dear God, why am i still txting him?

Dear God, when will this ever stop....

Dear God, why..........

Dear God, how do I get over this person?

BENCINTA

BENCILAAAA. BUKA FACEBOOK, SEMUA ORANG ADA CERITA MASING2. BUKA INSTAGRAM, PENUH ORANG CANTIK2. FINE MEREPUTLA KAU SORANG2 KAT PENANG NI.