poor Ibu. i know she is not happy with the way Ayah's treating us. sibuk sangat bekerja. mintak kita paham, tapi susah betul bila kita mintak Ayah paham Ibu. 

i know ibu's been weeping silently bcs Ayah's been neglecting her. it's almost 26 fucking years and he still doesn't understand how to treat Ibu. ibu's been doing her part. not perfect but she's giving it her utmost effort.

now can i say he's such an ignorant and selfish person?

if this is marriage, then i don't want it.

not in million years.

Dear God, please let Ayah realised everything before it is too damn late :'(