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I don't have time to think about hearts and feelings and all these fcking issues. you can taught your mind to think in whatever way you want. 

but at the end of the day, you can't choose whatever way you're feeling of things. you just couldn't help it. helpless. 

to hell with realistic approach. 

to hell with "the most suitable method to solve this problem is... " 

sometimes you are just tired

Of being positive

you were being so positive that you actually masks the negative feeling.

Of being logic. and realistic.

if logic is that good,

life won't be as fcked up as it is.

sometimes you just know it, 

that you're fcked up.