Hmmmm.. What do i feel strongly about eh..
Ada banyak benda ni. Tapi at this moment i'm thinking of the people around me right now.
Fahim, Zamira, Farah, Hafiz M, Hafiz Y, Radin, Nina, Haq, Fatin, Eda, Fatihah, dan lain lain, omg so ramaiiiii
Alhamdulillah i got to meet all these people and make connection with them. Macam macam kerenah wehh. But i learnt a lot. About myself and them too.
I really wish this connection would never die out of time. For once I did it most sincerely and I pray to you god for letting this stay at least until i get very old very nenek get to see everyone's grandchildren hewhewhew
Okay dah sambung study cipici1!
Friday, July 14, 2017
Thursday, July 13, 2017
5 Ways to Win My Heart. No. Make it 10.
1. you can start by having cute dimples. memang cair habis lah aku wacakapluuuu. lepastu cakap elok elok. dikombinasikan pulak dengan ajak aku pi date. ha kena sangatlah tu.
2. by treating my family members well. i have 2 sisters and a brother, a grandmom, a mom and a dad. my dad loves hunting squirrels. and gardening. my mom loves beauty stuff and i bet she would really love to learn something new. angah loves beauty stuff too. kakchik digs football and gadgets. hakim the typical pc games, movies, football and music. and tok maybe just love people talking and listening to her. just try talking to them. okay cair dah hati i.
3. show me how you control things. Kalau tengah marah, how would you deal with your anger. Sebab orang paling lemah adalah orang yang tak boleh kawal kemarahan dia. By not blaming others and to take the blame responsibly. If i do wrong, you'll correct me with reasonable grounds and knows how to deal with me patiently.
4. won't mind explaining things i might not understand but i would really love listening to you talking about it passionately. When you speak about it all the time. I might be saying i'm annoyed lah bosanlah apalah, but i'm registering it in my mind things that would remind me of you most. "Alah, kalau aku cakap pun bukan kau faham." is one of the things yang PALING i find very turn off. A very close friend of mine did it to me a few times and i find it very insulting i;m like why are you even shutting me off without me even saying anything? Try me!
5. when people would like to know what goes in my head. What do i think about this? What do i think about that? Tak semestinya kena ikut whatever i think, tapi bila kau consider my opinion, omg terharunya i feel so important to you weh.
BONUS
6. when people buy me stuff. i find it very terharu jugak. tak payah mahal mahal, tapi dalam ramai ramai, aku jugak kau ingat is very heartwarming to me weh. Sebab aku ni bukan sapa sapa pun. hehe.
7. Ikhlas. I've read somewhere that ikhlas ni seperti semut hitam yang berjalan di celahan batu yang kelam. Nobody couldntve seen it but God. but it's there lah. Insyallah kalau kau ikhlas, Allah akan buat orang rasa benda tu daripada kau.
8. When you care to let me know things. Care to justify things to me, because i do matter to you. because you care what do i think of you.
9. When you care to let me know why are you mad to me. bukan diam je. Don't forget that we are of two different entities with different hearts and souls. Jangan expect orang akan sentiasa tahu dan faham what goes on your mind .
10. Take everything with a pinch of salt. Life never goes in one straight line. There will always be other lines interconnecting with other dots. or lines.
2. by treating my family members well. i have 2 sisters and a brother, a grandmom, a mom and a dad. my dad loves hunting squirrels. and gardening. my mom loves beauty stuff and i bet she would really love to learn something new. angah loves beauty stuff too. kakchik digs football and gadgets. hakim the typical pc games, movies, football and music. and tok maybe just love people talking and listening to her. just try talking to them. okay cair dah hati i.
3. show me how you control things. Kalau tengah marah, how would you deal with your anger. Sebab orang paling lemah adalah orang yang tak boleh kawal kemarahan dia. By not blaming others and to take the blame responsibly. If i do wrong, you'll correct me with reasonable grounds and knows how to deal with me patiently.
4. won't mind explaining things i might not understand but i would really love listening to you talking about it passionately. When you speak about it all the time. I might be saying i'm annoyed lah bosanlah apalah, but i'm registering it in my mind things that would remind me of you most. "Alah, kalau aku cakap pun bukan kau faham." is one of the things yang PALING i find very turn off. A very close friend of mine did it to me a few times and i find it very insulting i;m like why are you even shutting me off without me even saying anything? Try me!
5. when people would like to know what goes in my head. What do i think about this? What do i think about that? Tak semestinya kena ikut whatever i think, tapi bila kau consider my opinion, omg terharunya i feel so important to you weh.
BONUS
6. when people buy me stuff. i find it very terharu jugak. tak payah mahal mahal, tapi dalam ramai ramai, aku jugak kau ingat is very heartwarming to me weh. Sebab aku ni bukan sapa sapa pun. hehe.
7. Ikhlas. I've read somewhere that ikhlas ni seperti semut hitam yang berjalan di celahan batu yang kelam. Nobody couldntve seen it but God. but it's there lah. Insyallah kalau kau ikhlas, Allah akan buat orang rasa benda tu daripada kau.
8. When you care to let me know things. Care to justify things to me, because i do matter to you. because you care what do i think of you.
9. When you care to let me know why are you mad to me. bukan diam je. Don't forget that we are of two different entities with different hearts and souls. Jangan expect orang akan sentiasa tahu dan faham what goes on your mind .
10. Take everything with a pinch of salt. Life never goes in one straight line. There will always be other lines interconnecting with other dots. or lines.
Sunday, July 2, 2017
Ruth's. again.
"Superficial Love"
You're really cute, I must admit
But I need something deeper than this
I wanna know when I'm looking at you
That you don't only see the things you want to
'Cause I'm not perfect, I'm flawed
And if you don't like that, get lost
'Cause I don't want it if it's fake
I don't want it if it's just for show, for show
I just want it if it's real and I'm thinking I should let you know, you know
This superficial love thing got me going crazy
Baby if you want me, then you better need me
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
And if you wanna keep me, then you better treat me
Like a damn princess, make that an empress
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
This superficial love
Fun at first, I won't deny
But I want more than just what meets the eye.
I wanna know when you're looking at me
That you see deep into my personality
'Cause I want authentic, not just for fun
If this love is plastic, it'll break on us
'Cause I don't want it if it's fake
I don't want it if it's just for show
I just want it if it's real and I'm thinking I should let you know
This superficial love thing got me going crazy
Baby if you want me, then you better need me
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
And if you wanna keep me, then you better treat me
Like a damn princess, make that an empress
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
This superficial love
I can feel you on my lips all the time
But I just wanna feel you in my heart and on my mind
I can feel you on my lips all the time
But I just wanna feel you in my heart and on my mind
I can feel you on my lips all the time
But I just wanna feel you in my heart and on my mind
I can feel you on my lips all the time
And this ain't right
This superficial love thing got me going crazy
Baby if you want me, then you better need me
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
And if you wanna keep me, then you better treat me
Like a damn princess, make that an empress
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
This superficial love
I can feel you on my lips all the time
But I just wanna feel you in my heart and on my mind
I can feel you on my lips all the time
And this ain't right, this superficial love.
Ruth B's
"If This Is Love"
It's been a long day and I'm trying to figure it out
The way those words left your mouth
I feel broken, shattered, and blue
And it's all because of you
And I'm trying, trying to figure it out
If this is love
Why does it break me down?
Why do you break me down?
If this is love
Why does it break me down?
Why do you break me down?
It's been a long time since I felt the way that I do now
Like I need you, but I don't know how
It's been a while since I smiled
And I meant it from my heart
But the idea of leaving this behind
It tears me apart
If this is love
Why does it break me down?
Why do you break me down?
If this is love
Why does it break me down?
Why do you break me down?
Kiss me now and remind me why
I ever wanted to make you mine
And even though it hurts in this moment
I've always known it
You're the other half of my broken heart
If this is love
Why does it break me down?
Why do you break me down?
If this is love
Why does it break me down?
Why do you break me down?
Even though it hurts in this moment
I've always known it
You're the other half of my broken heart
Saturday, July 1, 2017
Superman (it's not easy)
most of the times sometimes i wish i could carelessly be me and he shall still want to stay by my side.
but who really wants a broken good?
i don't want and ever want to be chosen just because i'm available.
just why...
Setidak-tidaknya Superman membantu orang.
Me? I don't.
still wishing someday someone would feel that
he'll be glad just because i exist
i just wish i could be that significant to my future other half.
i don't wanna get married
just because my mom got married at my age
just because other people already having children at my age
just because i am being a burden to dad now
just because i'm lonely
that's just plain selfish
and so not fair to the other person.
why is requited love so hard to find?
even if it's so hard
can you send me one of your servants who can teach me better to love? without expecting back?
but who really wants a broken good?
i don't want and ever want to be chosen just because i'm available.
just why...
Setidak-tidaknya Superman membantu orang.
Me? I don't.
still wishing someday someone would feel that
he'll be glad just because i exist
i just wish i could be that significant to my future other half.
i don't wanna get married
just because my mom got married at my age
just because other people already having children at my age
just because i am being a burden to dad now
just because i'm lonely
that's just plain selfish
and so not fair to the other person.
why is requited love so hard to find?
even if it's so hard
can you send me one of your servants who can teach me better to love? without expecting back?
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