RM500 and Kobe

No no. I just know this Kobe when he and his daughter were reported for a helicopter accident which their deaths.

I have always known he's like my Boss' idol. Heck he even called his boy Jellybean which was inspired by Kobe Bean Bryant.

But I won't talk about that. I wish to talk about how happy and how sad I am right now.

I am happy because I just got back from Watsons Seksyen 7. Bought all the personal care for my little bro. Alhamdulillah we got a little bit of token of appreciation since this one client (whom hasn't been paying for such the longest time) paid some of our invoices in full. And I am really glad we got this extra money since I've been wishing to get something for Nini for her birthday. And now I have the means to execute it yayyy. Thanks Boss!

So I need to settle a sum of money for Bebo since he would already be seven years old this year heheh. How time flies eh?

I am happy that I get to give my siblings something. I could be useful. Now this is one of the things that would really make my day. When someone is really thankful for me. It would always stop all the negative vibes I have been feeling all these years. At least some, if not all.

Now what is making me sad is one thing. I was selfish to someone I really, really like. I guess words could never be enough to describe my sadness since I am not being fair. 

You. How do you define fair? If it was me, I would deem it to be fair when you put something to a place that belongs to its place. Now that's fair. Now what I have been feeling now, it's not. It's not fair for me to have this kind of feelings.